i am thegaybeaner

Yo tengo un gato que habla patras …. cabron whey!!

I think it’s pretty messed up that it is Day 5 of my non-smokage and in the mail today I get coupons from Camel for cigarettes. This is soooo wrong!!

I find it so weird when men have to hold on to the wall to piss at a urinal …. is it SERIOUSLY that hard for them to go?!?

I cannot believe today marks my fifth day without a cigarette …. DAMN IT FEELS SO GOOD!!

I am proud of myself. Despite my singlehood, I am not letting the twinks of Station 4 depress me or get to my head. I am loud and proud to be thick and fluffy. Plus, I am working on it so it is all good in my hood.

I think that maybe if I was less gay or less of a “bitch” as some would say, I would have a partner. I have a job, a car and money so what could be missing?!? What do you think?!? ….

…. “I tried to go on like I never knew you, I’m awake but my world is half asleep, I’ve prayed for this heart to be unbroken, But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete.”

I am tired of being alone. It’s time to find “something” to occupy the rest of my free time besides my job and friends. Now, where can I find a decent “something” in Dallas?!? …. HMMMM.

I just remembered …. I am forever meant to be alone. All these cuties running around make me sick to the point of absolute solitude in life. YAAAAY!!

I need a cigarette SO BAD!! …. UGH!!

I love the preliminary results …. NEGATIVE for anti-bodies. Now, it’s off to the county for the virus itself. So, until next week, it’s a worry week until I get the results.

I am doing the responsible thing and getting tested …. I have to so that I can know and be safe.

I think its interesting when you call your financial institution and the recording tells you, “Para Espanol, porfavor oprime el numero uno. For English, please press two.” Immigration sure is getting bad it it’s like that ….

I wish all of my family and friends far and wide a Happy New Year in 2011 ….